Welcome

Some nights I stay up cashing in my bad luck.  Some nights I call it a draw.  Some nights I wish that my lips could build a castle.  Some nights I wish they'd just fall off.  But I still wake up, I still see your ghost, Oh, Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for.  What do I stand for?  What do I stand for?  Most nights I don't know anymore.  -Some Nights by Fun.

Hello sweeties. My name is Diana.

Lets get straight to the point.

I'm going through what I'm going to call a "quarter life crisis."  I don't know what I'm doing with my life or how to move on from this point. I've lost my 'footing' and for me, who lives by lists and plans, it's killing me from the inside. (Honestly I had my life planned out since third grade. Weird, right?)

Even though, sometimes it feels like I need a checklist to get me through everyday, I've never been able to keep a diary or a journal. Which is weird right? From what I gather, journals are written sections of what went on in your day to day life. Basically a checklist with details.  The longest I've ever kept a journal is a month. And I was proud of that month too! After reminiscing and flipping through the pages I realized, I'm very boring. Every day was "I woke up, went to work, came home, slept, then woke up the next day." Not very inspiring to keep something like that. So this whole thing is about me breaking out of that boring routine and trying to shake things up a bit. Possibly even vent/rant/rave about something new in life.

Now since I'm trying to find my footing, shake things up, and move on in life I think it's time that I continue to try new things. I'm not going to promise a post every day, but definitely (possibly) once a week. I plan on posting how I'm feeling or what I'm doing. Maybe even things I'm interested in or things I want to do.

Either way it's going to be wonderful and potentially awkward and I hope you stay with me and enjoy the time!

-Diana